Monday, September 27, 2010

Lie About Us

I can't wait to tell them about us..

Baby I know when we started out there were things you didn't know
but babygirl we got a lot of things we need to discuss
I know I'm asking for alot, but just trust.
You say that things getting old
Sneakin 'round creepin and love on the low
but babygirl I can't wait till it's officially us
I can't wait to let them know about us.

So please don't say you wanna give up.
How do I tell her that I'm falling in love
And I know your waiting patiently for that day
When we no longer have to lie about us.
When I'm with her all I want is your touch,
And when you call me I don't wanna hang up,
And I know I say it often but I can't wait
Till we no longer have to lie about us.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Liar Liar

We've both been lying to each other.
And whats funny is that I am just figuring this out.
I know I'm a liar. I lie to protect myself.
I'm still trying to figure out why you would lie though.

If we just came out and said the truth I know that we would not want to speak to each other again.
So on that note- You tell me what I should do? Continue lying? Or are we better off not knowing each other?

Its okay if you don't want to talk. I will be fine and continue my life, and the same goes for you I'm sure.

But I don't want to have regrets someday. And I don't want to say 'what if'

I'm leaving it all up to you.

If I ever love again

How many times can I die
How many times can I break inside
How many times can I pray,
Oh Lord, to take this pain away
He was the song in my soul
But now that song will never play
Instead a silence now falls over me

How many tears have I felt
Before I learned to forgive myself
How many trials can I face
Before I start to lose my faith
How many hearts have to mend
Before the poet rhymes again
Cuz the feeling of you covers me

If I ever love again it would be with you again
Cuz theres nothing that I can do
To baby keep me away from you
If I ever love again it would be with you again
Cuz my life is not complete
Baby til you're here with me

How many times did I try
To hold you near when you said good-bye
How many times did you judge
Before you knew who I really was
You were the fire in my day
But now the flame has burned away
And only shades of the past color me

I can't help myself
I want you and no one else
Baby it's the way I fell over you

til you're here with me..

Friday, September 24, 2010

I got your legs spread all over the bed
hands clenched in the sheets
hair wild as hell I know
the only thing on your mind is sexin me
girl I can feel your temperature rising
you should feel my nature too
come on it's gonna be a bumpy ride
girl lets do what we came to do

Girl when we make love all night
when we make good love all night
when we make love all night
we really make love
girl when we make love all night
when we make good love all night
when we make love all night
we really make love (come to daddy baby)

On the balcony gripping the rails
slowly I'm pulling you near
sayin shhhh babe dont make to much noise
there's a lot of peoples who live around here
emotions running high
my hands planted on your thighs
you feel me going up and down
and round and round and round

In your drive way in the backseat
windows tinted its getting deep
fog all over the glass
I dont know how long i can last
with you moaning crazy
girl keep on calling me
I'll take you to exctasy
and when im done you'll be fast asleep

Girl when we make love all night
when we make good love all night
when we make love all night
we really make love
girl when we make love all night
when we make good love all night
when we make love all night
we really make love (come to daddy baby)

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Hey Luv

I want you in the worst way, and I ain't thirsty or nothin
But when I see somethin boo, I go hard for the one...

So many things that I wanna do
Wanna kiss, wanna touch, wanna taste, never teasing you
Baby cuz I only wanna be with you
You know anything that you need.. I got it

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Can It Stay

It's been a long time since I been up in your room
Such fun memories of making love to you
I see you got a new bed, you wanna break it in soon
Just two hours ago, you sang a different tune, said

You ain't gonna give in to me like that
No matter how I'm wanting you and I respected you, baby
And now you're tryin to pull me
while you're laying on your back
What am I gonna do? Can it stay?

Can it stay the way it was?
Say goodnight and only hug?
Cause if we make love, we don't know whats to come
You're my only friend and I wanna keep you one..

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

When I Have Fears

When I have fears that I may cease to be
Before my pen has glean'd my teeming brain,
Before high-piled books, in charactery,
Hold like rich garners the full ripen'd grain;
When I behold, upon the night's starr'd face,
Huge cloudy symbols of a high romance,
And think that I may never live to trace
Their shadows, with the magic hand of chance;
And when I feel, fair creature of an hour,
That I shall never look upon thee more,
Never have relish in the faery power of unreflecting love;-
then on the shore of the wide world I stand alone,
and think Till love and fame to nothingness do sink.

-John Keats-

if you know his work you are my new best friend. :)

Monday, September 20, 2010

~Spanish Fly~

Tonight I don't really have rhythm
I gotta give'em cuz I'm waiting for my man to call
And he really got me tripping
and flipping my heart skipping
if he leaves then my world would fall
Mi corazon es grande, sin ti es pequeno,
tu amor es caliente
and every day without you its so frio.
Que pasa mijo with you could feel my pain,
me duele la cabeza, now I'm loca
yes I've gone insane
My thoughts can make it rain
so the world could hear my cries
I need my spanish fly..

Sunday, September 19, 2010

More than Words

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you not to say
But if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel

More than words
Is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know

What would you do
If my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say
If I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I Love You

Now that I've tried to
Talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is
Close your eyes and just reach out your hand
And touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go

More than words
Is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me
Cause I'd already know...

No es amor..

No es amor, lo que tu sientes
se llama obsecion
una ilusion en tu pensamiento
que te hace hacer cosas,
asi funciona el corazon

Should've Never

"I've been so caught up in the thought of me and you... Should've never told you, that I care about you. Didn't think that it would be so bad... No one else can know of the things that we be saying on the telephone, it would be so bad if they ever knew that me and you were secretly into each other... Gotta find a way to let these feelings go.."

Saturday, September 18, 2010


I can't believe how fast a year flys by. Its really amazing all the things we have been through together. good, bad, horrible, fucked up, sad, every emotion possible has been shared between the two of us. And we still haven't killed each other yet-lol. <3

The CD

1. 112-Sweet Love

2. Jamie Foxx-Infatuation

3. Janet Jackson- Would you mind

4. Tyrese- Signs of Love Making

5. Boyz 2 Men- I'll make love to you

6. Floetry- Say Yes

7. Marvin Gaye- Lets Get It On

8. LSG- My Body

9. R.Kelly- 12 Play

10. TLC- Red Light Special


I just can't control myself

I can't be with no one else

It seems I'm addicted to the way you like to touch me.

I don't think they understand

Why I love at your command

From the words you speak so deep, our bodies meet-

I have to have you..
"Sometimes I feel like I'm living in a fantasy.."

Fan Club

I refuse to be just another random girl. Part of the fan club. While they're shouting and screaming for you I'll stand back and enjoy the show. I'm not nor have I ever been desperate. I wont beg for attention. When you want me, approach me. When you need me I'll be here.

Friday, September 17, 2010

So you never had a girl, thats precious as a pearl and at the same time
wile out against the world
Sexy & tough, yeah I got that stuff.
You stick around long enough boo you'll see whats up.
You got to tell me something about you, cause I'm hanging around here all on a good view.
Like could you be true blue? The words you stick to, would you be the type to make me catch a quick flu? and if I catch a case I feel like sticking it through.
Are you the kinda guy thats gonna take me high, and have me saying words like 'love' and 'never lie' dont let that past relation bullshit get in my eyes.
You thinking we can rise? then baby we can rise.
and if you're having worries-push it all aside.
and if at the end it works out its all because we tried and if your looking for love you know with me you find.

Roll The Dice

"Every type of man gets stuck in situations

now that I'm left here alone I'm waiting

I'm patient to see what will make of his pleads

dont make this another game I played em, was cheap

I understand when it comes to the streets

not too often I speak, so if I do, listen to me

Never steer you wrong plenty visions I see

won't hate on ya hustle I ain't new to a struggle

you came to me puzzled, and I put you together

wanna stay with you if it get worse or better

When we first met you said if I had to choose

would it be boots and jeans or slacks and shoes

All my life I stuck to only things I knew

and I have no regrets cause it led me to you."

Thursday, September 16, 2010

you need to stop


Everything happens for a reason

so confused lately on whats right and whats wrong. what im doing is wrong. but will it be for the right reasons? do i stay in my comfort zone just to feel safe? or do i break away, and feel free for the first time in my life? ever have a dream where you are flying and it wakes you up when you've fallen? i dont want to fall. im scared of you. i've never felt like this before where i've had to question my own motives. what if nothing lasts forever? and doesn't all things come to an end? how do i know your intentions are good and true? so many questions in such a short time. i feel like a fool to want you so bad.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Baby would you mind touching me
Ever so slowly
You're making me quiver
Baby would you mind undressing me
Making me feel sexy
While in the moment..
Cause I'm gonna bathe you, play with you, rub you, caress you
Tell you how much I've missed you

I just wanna touch you, tease you, lick you, please you,
Love you, hold you, make love to you
And I'm gonna kiss you, suck you, taste you, ride you
Feel you deep inside me
I just wanna kiss you, suck you, taste you, ride you
Make you come too...

Sweet Love

The chemistry between us I can't explain
I love to hear you call my name
I can see it in your eyes that you want me too
Don't you be afraid of what I'm gonna give to you
Girl the tears you cry are out of happiness
Pleasure instead of loneliness
Baby every single part of me inside of you
Pleasing you, teasing you, making sweet love...

You're girl

I wanna know if I could be your girl..

The one who puts her arms around you

The one who lays her head besides you

The one who listens when you need it

When no one else sees, I can see it

The one who knows when something's wrong

The one who knows your favorite song

The one who all your family loves

The one you place no one above