-All the things I'm not to you.
All the things I am to me,
funny, smart, amazing, thoughtful, kind, passionate.
Wanting to please everyone before myself. Make you happy before me.
Feeling selfish to ask of anything.
On my hands and knees praying to GOD for things to change
but if change is for the worse, I feel my life is cursed.
i suppose it leaves me to blame.